You don’t know, what you don’t know - until you know it. That realization, the knowing…can be a God send. Your new lighthouse in the dark or it can be your worst nightmare depending on how you perceive it. You can always be the victim or victor in your story. But no one is going to save you, especially when most of us need saving from ourselves. My recommendation to anyone is, find out who and what makes you happy, who fills you up, who is invested in seeing you succeed and what are the activities that make you shine from the inside out. Everything else that’s orbiting your world but isn’t adding value - cut it out. Release it with love. Edit. Edit. Edit.
My life used to be (and sometimes still is) kind of a laughable phenomenon - if it is going to happen to anyone, it will happen to me. “That shit only happens to you” I would often hear from family and friends. From fucked up strange encounters, lemon vehicles, travel blunders, dramatic breakups with lovers to unreal - real life scenarios…if it could resemble a tornado I’ve probably attracted it into my life. Does this sound like you? When you have lived and experienced chaos for so long - you begin to expect it. You don’t know anything else. Your reality becomes a reactive state of holding on tight because you aren’t quite sure what life is going to throw at you next. Always feeling like the passenger in a really nauseating roller-coaster ride that you can’t get off. Also, this below graphic…I’m already hyena laughing.